I know no one is going to read this anyway. But, how you guys feel when you read a fic? When I read angst, I cry so much that sometimes I wake up with my eyes swollen. And sometimes my heart hurts, I'm in actually pain. I don't know, its just feels like someone is squeezing my heart and it hurts everytime I breathe.

And other times, I read such amazing fic that I feel depressed because I know I will never have a vocab or have such an imaginetive mind, some people are just that awesome.