From the second I walk into my school, I know I'm judged. I know what others think about me. I've had things be thrown at me for hanging out and being close friends with a lesbian. I've been made fun of for being Italian/Irish. I've been made fun of because I'm biual. I've been made fun of because I'm not like any of those girls in my class; I'm not in sports, I'm not insanely smart at Science or Math, I'm not creative and spontaneous, I don't have a lot of friends, I don't go on shopping sprees, I don't go to sleepovers, I don't have confidence. I live in a society where I'm judged for everything; for who I am, the actions I choose, the words I say, and most of all - the people I hang out with. The huge controversy about homouals hit my school a while back, and it hit me and Anna pretty heavily. We both got bullied for being apart of the homoual community and because of what my school put me though, suicide always popped in my head. I hated who I was because my school made me hate myself. I told the Principle, but nothing happened. I kept hearing people tell me that I should kill myself and I thought that if I did, people would listen. My voice never mattered and I cut myself quite a lot. I got hated on by the man I love, yet I still had the guts to love him from behind since 7th grade. But, it's been 2 years since the last time I've laid a hand on a knife. It's been 2 years since I decided that I just don't give a about what they think about me anymore. Hey, I'm biual. Don't like it? Take a hike. Hey, I'm absolutely IN LOVE with KPOP instead of the nonsense and bull crap American rap has. Don't like it? Get in line. I do not care. Hey, I'm in love with a guy that once disliked me and would give me dirty looks but now I'm best friends with him. My point is; don't let society change who you are. 'Cause I sure as hell won't.