We have been together since i was born,

You're the one whom i called sister,

Though we're from different fathers,

Though i have another two biological siblings,

I still consider you as my biological sis.

But now,

As though you dont know me,

You dont know my behaviour,

You were sensitive to a tiny little thing i always do,

Crying over something you're supposed to get used to.

Im growing up,

I have my own problems,

I change,

I make mistakes,

I have my own feelings

Im a human being too...

Not to be rude,

You call me your lil sis but,

You still dont know who i am,

You dont know what's inside my heart,

You dont know how much i cried behind you,

You dont know how hurt i am that day,

You dont know anything about me.

Now,

Are we considered as strangers....?

Here i am crying again. It has just been 17 days of january and i have wasted loads of tears. It looks like 2014 isnt going so well for me.... i hate this. I dont like being so weak. Crying over these things. I said i wanted to be strong and handle this kind of problem professionally but look at me... I held my tears in front of mom and my sis until they dropped me off at the apartment, i bursted out crying in the lift.. Maybe im too young to overthink these kind of thing, but it hurts. It just hurts too much...