Seriously, I'm tired of their nonsense blabbering. I know what I am doing with my life. They don't have to interfere especially on my work and on what I do. 

Yes, being an architecture student is really tough but I'm enjoying myself fan girling while doing my tasks as a student. My grades are good enough, not that low to be ashamed of but instead, something to be proud of. They always insist that loving those korean people who sings an alien language and dance crazily like a dumb horse makes my life miserable, going on a wrong path.

Don't they get it? I mean, these people who criticized and saying that Kpop is a bad influence to me are my parents. Kpop is my inspiration, the music itself motivates me to continue with my life and to be happy at least besides stressing myself with creating structural designs.

I don't really want to offend my parents but I had enough. I have the right to defend my own, I love my parents more than Kpop of course, but Kpop makes me happy, and somehow, it became my life already. Being a fan for more than 6 years, spending almost my teenage life dancing and singing my heart out, expressing myself with their songs, although I don't understand the lyrics, but the way idols sing it, I can feel their emotions that makes me understand the song.

 

My parents said that I have to stop listening to those ching chang chongs and focus more on my studies. I am very well focused on my studies, they don't have to emphasize it more. But the thing is, I will never ever stop listening or idolizing or fan girling to Kpop.

It is like stopping myself from inhaling oxygen and let my body die because of Hypoxia.