So 9am on the 16th of January 2014 will determine what University I will go to. I'm not sure how many friends in my friends list will be going to univeristy in QLD Australia, but I salute you great hope that you'll get accepted in the university you want to get into.

I admit my QCA scores (College entry exam, SAT's or whatever) were not that great, in fact I pretty much did not do well. Now I am worried I won't get into my dream university, University of Queensland (Hanhyul from LED Apple went there to study dentistry before he became a Kpop idol). I'm going to UQ (University of Queensland) to study education, to be a histoy, geography, social sience, biology and foreign language high school teacher. It's the best university in QLD and the best within the top 3 in Australia. 

Tomorrow we get our offers from University and honestly it's freaking me out!!! If only I am a great singer and dance I could  be a K-pop idol then I wouldn't have to go through this. Since my QCA scores were bad, theres  chance I might not get in and it because all of my life I have been dreaming to get into this university. Because of one bad year, my grades slip and now theres a chance I might not get into the school I want to go to. 

I just want to express my nervousness because I am freaking the hell out!!!! I'm soooooo scared! 

Like I need to get into this university if not I'll end up on a small paid part time job and end up having to do ion for money! I'm joking please don't hate me. But seriously I don't really have a 2nd plan, my 2nd plan is to become a flight attendant, is that a good job once you reach into the coming age of setteling down and starting a family? I need to get into this school, I need to graduate I need to become a teach to afford my trip to Korea!!


Aishhh I forgot my student loan will be the death of me, I need to go to Korea before 20!

Sorry about my little rant, I just need somewhere to express my thoughts! I just hate how apparently not getting into University will be the end of your life, or that how parents and other people think it is. I mean there's always another year, or a next time. It just annoys me how that how people think. Honestly if I didn't have strict parents, I would have taken a gap year, enjoy being 18 and travel but instead I have to go to university :( but yeah, so that my rant. I kinda hope some people on AFF understand what I'm going through, if anyone else is getting their university offer tomorrow, fighting!! and if you don't get into your course or dream school, remember theres always a next time. You are incharge of your own life not anyone else. If only society didn't look down on me, I would be runing away now and travelling, working on my gap year.