Please Read - Freaking Out

FREAKING OUT

I am freaking out I feel so bad
Alright this whole fanfic thing is ending my life.
I want to continue writing I really do

And I will

Just I wont be on for a while... most of my stories will be on haitus
I need to figure out my skills, I need to add to them

I need to learn how to end my stories
I also need to do school work, my exams are coming up
I have 2 final summetives due next week on Tuesday

So for all my subscribers and fans I am so sorry and I hope you will still stay with me
Also I have been feeling my self esteem growing smaller

When I get to read other stories I compare them to my own
I feel my writing is weak and poorly written.
And I feel I can do better but I just don't

I have been feeling this for a while
Main reason why I haven't been writing lately
I feel my writing is bad, weak, not good, pointless

I mean I know I have people who like them, but when I read other peoples stories on here
I see them have over 1000 subscribers and my dream for this site is to be one of those people
but I just feel I can't acheive that goal.

So for a while, or not depends on my own emotional, physical and mental state
I may or may not add to my work

Comments

You must be logged in to comment

greenshrub #1 Jan 11, 2014 11:09:30

No need to freak out! Writing is like drawing; the more you do it the better you'll get. On a site like this, it's hard not to compare others' writing to your own. But everyone here, I can assure you, wants to write even better than they do right now. There is no limit to how well you can write, so keep doing it and keep getting better and better. I understand that your life is kind of crazy right now, so if you want to go on a hiatus, go for it. But no matter what, never give up.