I know I haven't been updating lately and to be honest, my three weeks has gone down the drain.....
I know that you're probably been thinking 'Hey, why don't you take that time to write?' Well, like the title says, Emotions Control what I Write and that is true. I'll take my Kris story as an example. As I was thinking that plot, I felt very crazy and fluffy so I was like 'Okay, I'll write something light hearted.' and I did. Then another day, I felt mysterious and was curious about the future (because of some books) and so I decided to write something sci-fi and mysterious. So right after Thanksgiving, I felt hurt to what my family members had said to me the next day, but then I decided 'You know what, stupid people aren't worth the tears' and then I rebuilt myself again, going crazy like how I was. Then around Christmas, during that party, I, once again, received hateful words just because I was laughing at Sesame Player and obviously people won't know anything if they don't read the subs/watch it, so my cousin's boyfriend said that I was scaring the out of him and I was going to be a mental person when I grew up and that no one would like me, so after a whole night of other words, I kept telling myself 'Stupid people aren't worth the tears.' and I did. But I guess somehow that still did not go away, so I'm still very sad about it. I just can't wait until Monday where I can somewhat be myself because there is really no relative to judge me as much and say those things to me

I'm sorry if I didn't explain well of why I'm not explaining well, but basically I can't really write anything right now because I feel the opposite of 'Accidentally Kissed Kris Wu's story.

Thanks for reading this stupid post, but the main point of this is that, I don't think that I can update until I feel that happy spirt again.

Thanks to those who wait and I'm sorry to those who are dying to read what will happen next.