what a way to start your day

You know your day would start to when in the early hours of the morning right after moping and sulking the day before, while you sit near the window sipping tea, you start to see a familiar face walking by.  Just your luck you find your ex-boyfriend with his seemingly new girlfriend walking hand in hand passing you by. Of all the windows in the world...they happened to pass by your little shop where you decided to stay for the night. There were a lot of things you seemed to have noticed when you saw them in that brief moment.  How she looked pretty and thin by his side. How they were all dressed up, almost matching in colors like coming home from a party. And of course, how he looked especially happy being with her. You know that smile quite well. He was smiling that same smile he gave you when you were still together.  It's not like you still have that longing feeling of having him back, past is past and he is definitely part of that moment in your life. It's not as if you wanted to trade places with that girl in his arms.  It's just that...he's happy...at that moment...he was particularly happy...and you are not. 

-cat

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PurpleJulia16 #1
Fighting ^^
70V3LY #2
This hurts my heart. Love it <3
hottest1158 #3
ㅠㅠ *hug*
im not good with words and im not in a happy place right now just like you.. so all i can say lets be strong! we can find our own happiness too :)
beeann #4
Sissy! Aww ~.~
that was a bit stingy. I know you don't want him back.. But i'd probably feel the same if I were you. I mean, isn't it just unfair? To see the person you used to have and love so happy, while you're there.. Feeling a bit lonely. Things like this makes you realize that somehow, there's something lacking within you. It's as if there's a hole deep inside ㅡ loneliness. That no matter how hard you try to be happy, rather, you are plainly happy in life, at times you couldn't help yourself but long for someone. Maybe not from someone in the past, but of course, we all would want to meet someone new in life, yes? Someone who can fill in the loneliness. And you'd en up asking where that person is, how long are you going to wait..
But I know, sissy, it'll come at the right time. Your ex will see you laughing too and smiling wholeheartedly and maybe he'll think, finally you found someone who can make you happy, more than what he did before.

I'm sending you a virtual big bear hug! Just think that God is still letting you take your time enjoying what you have right now while you're still single. Love you, sissy! <3
bluerthanindigo #5
I hope you feel better and happier soon... way much happier than he is. *hugs*
gorgeouskate #6
Oh swewetie... Let me hug you...

For me, loving means letting the person you love go and being happy when he saw him happy too even if it means you're not part of it. I've learned that if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.

Like what I'm always saying, Life will not always end up the way we planned or imagined it.

So, just sit back, relax and enjoy life. Being single doesn't mean being sad. It means, you're just spending time with people who truly love you... Your family and true friends.

One day, he'll come to you as God already planned it. And your definitely going to be happy...
pk1019 #7
I wish I knew but I'm still waving the single flag :/
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