This is a Poem that I'm supposed to pass tomorrow for my subject in humanities. and Leeteuk and the accident is the first thing that came into my mind. He's my UB and knowing that he's crying from afar, I can't help but wish that I can cross the ocean and hug him tight. #staystrongParkJungSoo.

Fan To Idol

Though miles come between us, I can still see your smile.

Felt your warm that can keep me safe and fine.

The moment I open my eye, you’re the one I dread to find.

My heart shouts your name to fill the loneliness inside.

Whenever you cry, tears start to fall from my eyes.

Whenever you laugh, I can’t help the smile that paint its way up.

Whenever you’re sad, my heart clench so tight.

I always dream to see and touch you live.

To hear you sing for no one else but me in your life.

You’re an idol everyone seems to adore.

 And I’m only a fan who chants your name among them all.

Amidst the crowd waving their lights, I tried to make mine stand.

Hoping for you to notice someone nothing such I am.

I promise to believe and to love you no matter what.

Others find it crazy for me to stay by your side,

 Saying nothing will come from that.

I set you as the center of my world, desiring that I also am.

 I wish that I could cross the ocean that separates us.

To comfort you when you’re feeling down.

Quoting, “If the World betrays Super Junior,

ELF will betray the World, too”

*** I know my classmates will tease me again after I read this in front of them tomorrow but I care the less. Leeteuk and Super Junior is what matters to me, now.

Sorry that I can't update my story today. I felt so heartbroken because of the news.***