I don't know why I'm posting a blog today but I'm pretty sure I want my readers to know two things.

1) I will be dropping my two fanfictions (Still I Miss You & Wolf)

I'm going to mark it as discontinued (for now, maybe?). For some reasons, i still don't know if i should post the chapters that i've finished. I've also planned about the endings of both stories and even the chapters I've planned for the stories have already been written but a little bit crappy -- so I don't think my readers deserved crappy updates, so it's better to discontinue both stories. And, I guess that I have lost my interests in both stories. And as for Still I Miss You which is a SEOKRIS ff, I guess I have been searching for interactions because I, somehow, feel like I lack seokris moments.

2) I won't be posting my December fic

The December fic has been planned even before the release of Miracles in December MV (I started writing it during the release of the trailer and one of my chinese friends translated the lyrics from the trailer and that was definitely my prompt) but because I changed the story line, I told myself to just post it on December 25 but umm, I needed to be on semi-hiatus that time (MAN I AM SO SORRY BC I ALSO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE) that's why I didn't get to post it for you guys and so I told myself (AGAIN) to post it on December 31 (BC I WAS PLANNING TO JUST POST IT AS A LATE CHRISTMAS GIFT AND A YEAR END GIFT) but lol, December 29 2013 SBS Gayo Daejun stopped me -- bc ugh seohan feels and hell yes, my seohan angst fic will just ruin the tag if ever I posted it, lol. But I'll just put it on drafts, just in case i feel like posting something angst (AND THANK YOU OLIVE FOR BETA-ING).

I'm really sorry, guys. It's just that I kind of lost interest in some of my stories and I'm a little bit insecure of my writing at the moment. It saddens me too because I have so much stories lined up for 2014 but yes, it's so impossible for me to write when I don't feel like writing it or maybe when I lack so many things. I'm also thinking if I should be on hiatus but mehhh, I'll think about it. But for now, I'd like to greet you a HAPPY NEW YEAR! <3 Let's spread the love and eliminate the hate! 

xx Mi.