My Confessions .......
Today is 1 January 2014 which is happy new year for everybody . My mother allowed me to open my laptop since it's new year . I felt happy when it's new year so I can start a new 2014 life which is to see how my favorite couple's love relationship grow .
But , as I open my Facebook .. all pages are saying the news about Lee Seunggi and Yoona are dating , I felt like a big big stone dropping on my head . I'm very sad hearing about this . I always hope that Kwon Jiyong and Im Yoona is dating . But the truth is they're not . I also don't know if they even know each other .
Heartbroken
As I heard about that news , I locked my room's door and threw myself on the bed . I'm thinking , is it because my hope is too big until this is the ending I've got ? From start , I already been asking myself . Will they be together ? Yoona is from SM Entertainment while Jiyong is from YG Entertainment . It's not possible since I heard Lee Sooman is very strict .
The chance is very small because in SM Entertainment , there's many Yoona's ship . Like Super Junior , TVXQ , EXO . But sometimes , I think it's possible because 2PM is from JYP Entertainment and they can have collaboration songs together . So I hope BIGBANG and SNSD will have a collaboration one day .
Once I heard the news about Yoona and Lee Seunggi dating , I'm already angry . But I can't hate Lee Seunggi too . Because he's one of my bias too . I never thought this will be happening .
This is my first mixed feelings . Sad , angry , heartbroken and confused . Sad because my ship is not happening . Angry because the girl I ship with another male idol date another person . Heartbroken because I don't know the guy Yoona are dating turns out to be my bias . While confused is for confusing if Yoona and G-Dragon knows each other .
The mixed feelings I have , always remain in my heart . It hurts a lot . A lot . What can I do ? I can't ask her to date with idol she don't know or don't like . How ? I feel like killing myself .
Nothing could cure the pain in my heart . Even if you tell me 100 most funny jokes in the world , I won't laugh . Now , I'll not listen to any happy songs . I will only listen to sad songs .
End of my confessions . I beg you . If you don't like G-Yoon couple , don't comment . I'm already heartbroken and sad . Please don't add anymore feelings for me .
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