Well, since writing is my refuge to every feels that i felt and will be feeling

might as well state how i actually write those emotions down.

Fisrtly, unlike any other writers *cough* i prefer noisy places with lots of people around me.but i don't interact with them.

for example, in our classroom where i usually write stuffs. people are busily doing their own noisy business.

singing. shouting. anything that totally creates cacophony 

and then there's me. i just stayed in a corner where i think they won't notice me and start writing.

and as i write it somehow feels quiet   .____.

if that makes scenes 

so if my writing happens to be a mess

then, you won't wonder why. anymore.