MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYSSSSS!

not oppa and not even you /sobs, sobs/ sad layf

I met this guy during a party last Christmas eve. He's a full-blooded Filipino but grew up in UK and his British accent is something to die for. He's four years older than me (I have a not-so-secret for older guys hehe) and he's a fanboy. A fricking fanboy! I told myself if -idol oppa won't notice me then I'd marry a fanboy oppa. He likes Taeyeon and Nana the most. He likes Big Bang too 'cause "they're so cool and talented!" But then, just as I was about to convince myself that I really like this oppa I got reminded of what party we're in. It's a fricking family reunion. So yeah, turns out oppa is my cousin.

FML.