What to Expect

when you're EXPECTING ...

19th December 2013

Being the last batch of my generation to take up the exam , it was this date that we had to take our result , 19th of December in 2013 .

Yehet !  i got like 3A 3B 2C ... yeah , yay ... hell yeah ...like seriously there's 2C .. yup 3A 3B 2C ... that's just . GREAT .

I saw it coming , but not Dad ,.. not Mom and sure thing that my brother didnt ecpect I had the guts to do it to our dad ...

But for sure ,... it was when that time I actually felt ,.. felt FAIR .

P/S : makin a little confension , since no one else would ever be there for me when i needed anybody . I'm not asking for SYMPATHY , NO . HELL NO , IM NOT ASKING FOR THAT . Just that ,... just for this one time ,... just an attention . Love . Care ...

Just a simple someone actually sayin "Are u okay?" Is enough ... i wont go explainin my problem with some stranger , NO . Just , just that actually ,... i just wanted the attention i deserve ... Cause im just fed up with this , cause i feel like im worth nothing anymore ,... Just that i want that someone where i could look forward for my new day ... just anyone ,..A

NYBODY ...

Cant hold it in anymore , i'll update this story soon ,

i just needed to feel the burden off me ...