I hate judgement

So I just wrote this really long rough draft essay for my English class and my teacher basically told me it by giving me a 36/100 and leaving all these comments on what i should have done right. How about I don't even do the stupid thing.

I'm getting tired of school. Teachers are always willing to tell you that you're wrong, but when you get something right, they don't say anything about it. It's like all you can do is wrong.

I'm sorry for doing everything wrong and ruining things ok? But do you really have to judge everything I do? I can't even like something without someone having some type of stupid feedback to make me bad.

Sometimes I don't feel like being here. I just want to go somewhere farthest away from home and be happy there. Because nothing good seems to happen when I'm where I'm at now. No one cares what I do or say, unless they have something to say about it. I'm tired of judgement. What is it supposed to do for people?

I can't express myself the way I want to because of how I would be seen apparently. I can't get a second ear piercing, I can't dye the tips of my hair of my bangs blue, I can't love Kpop without someone thinking I'm weird or abnormal. What can I actually do? Nothing.

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CinderEllis
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I understand what you mean. I love writing and I love art but I could never take those classes in school because I hated having my creativity judged and choked by people with their own biases opinions on what's good art and literature.