Hello everyone. I know that it's been a little bit since I've written a new story ... one that didn't end so sadly. And I'm hoping to change that. Now, I don't know how well this will go. There are a few reasons for that: One being that I am not too confident in my writing, which inhibits me from writing more. Two being that I'm going to have to write this before January 14th since that's when my next semester starts and it's going to be hard as (I am taking Calculus ...). Three being on how well the response I get from everyone. 

Now, I've been thinking about a few possibilites for my new story that I am thinking about writing. i want this story to be my best story yet with a lot of detail, plot, twists, and a happy ending. I have read so many stories that I am in love with and wish that I could write like the authors of those stories (on fanficiton.net, this stie, and another site). Anyway, back on track! What I was saying was tha I have some ideas ... that I can't pick from. I like them all equally and can't pick one over the other.

And that's where you all come in! Everyone who reads this gets a say in what I'm going to write about. Of course, I will have the last say in it, but you all will have a say in it to a certain degree. 

Okay ... are you guys ready to help me? Yes. Awesome! Let's begin!

1. Couples. I am, of course, going to have a couple in the story. However, who is a big question!

Option one: HunHan. Luhan will be younger than Sehun in this since I ... well, I like the whole "Sehun looking our for Luhan" thing.

Option two: 2min. You all know how that one goes, so I won't explain further!

Option three:  Jikook. For those who don't know, it's Jimin and Jungkook from BTS. Jungkook is the maknae of the group, so he will be younger than Jimin of course. 

Option four:  Taemin x OC. The oc will be a girl, younger than Taemin, and American. I have not thought of a name yet ... so if you guys have any ideas, let me know :P Thanks.

Option five: Jungkook x OC. The oc will be a girl, the same age as him, and American. Again, let me know if you have any ideas about a name!

That's it for the couples section. There are others I was contemplating, but I am more comfortable writing with these five couples. I haven't written any BTS stories yet, but I do like them, so I thought why not, right?

Okay, so that was number 1! Onto the next decision I need help with. Keep in mind that this story will invovle self-harm. 

2. Plot. This story will have a happy ending, at least ... a happy ending in my head. What does that mean? I guess you'll have to find out won't you :P Also, there will be a lot of changes that I may make that aren't mentioned here. The reason for that is because, well, I change my mind a lot and I come up with different things all the time. Okay, you guys ready to read on an help me? If so, thank you!

I'm going to use HunHan for plot one to make things easier as to tell who is who, but the characters can be switched out to the other four options above.

Plot one: Luhan is a sophomore in college who keeps to himself. He lives on campus, but he doesn't share a dorm with anyone. His family doesn't talk to him much since they are busy with work and whatnot. Luhan is at a very good college from scholarships. It's his second semester on his sophomore year and he has Psychology class. On the first day of school, the teacher tells them that they will have a project to do that will be do at the end of the semester. The teacher tells them that it will be counted as their final and will be a lot of points and is very important. The teacher also tells them that they have to have a partner to do the project with ... and that they can't pick. The project that they have to do varies with each group. Luhan gets pared up with Sehun and the teacher comes by and gives them their assignment. Luhan hates the fact that he has to work with someone because he's not good with talking to people. Also, he has a huge secret that he would rather stay that way ... but with their assignment and Sehun being way too nice ... Luhan may not be able to keep his secret forever. 

I have not figured out what that assignment is yet ... if any of you have ideas about a college Psychology project, let me know :)

Plot two: SME came up with a contest that would allow the winners of the dance contest to practice at the SM building where the idols practiced. It was a huge thing for Seoul and many groups entered. In Seoul, there was this group of girls that entered that contest. The team had about 6 or 7 people in it. The ages were 22s, 21s, and 18. The youngest had only been in Seoul for about 2 months. She was an American and was in Seoul because she was studying abroad. Everyone in the dance group liked her and looked out for her since she was so knew to Seoul. The group of girls (I haven't figured out the name yet for them) did a variety of dances, but they mostly did guy dances. They weren't that girly and liked to wear boots, beanies, and so on. They danced very well and their coach/manager helped them a lot. They made a lot of YouTube videos and they got paid for dancing at events. A while after the contest ended, the group got a call telling them that they had won. They were told that they needed to come to SM so that they could be introduced to all the idols and then be showed to what room they could have the entire time they wre at SM, which was about a month or so. The youngest, however, couldn't go to the introduction thing since she had class. SM was very lenient and said that school was important and that she could be introduced later. After her class, she went to SM ... but she didn't know where to go. That's when she ran into an idol. He showed her where to go and then left ... but made sure she was okay before leaving. A week or two passed with the group practicing, purring on a performance for the idols, the girls talking to the idols, and the youngest going to school during the day and practicing until late at night so that she could keep up with her group. She, however, had issues. She had a lot on her mind and was insecure about everything she did, even her body. She didn't eat right and she self-harmed. One day, she couldn't wait until she got home. She went into the boys bathroom and cut in a stall. Later, a few idols found blood and a razor that was left behind on accident. The idols didn't tell managment, but they held a meeting with every idol. The girls accidently walked in on the meeting, but stayed to offer what they thought. The youngest fidgeted a lot and unconsciously pulled at her sleeves ... which didn't go unnoticed. 

Wow ... that was long. On to the next and last plot! I'm gonig to use 2min for this, but again, it can change!!

Plot three: Taemin is a senior in high school. He is very shy and has no friends. No on bullies him, though, since he is such a loner and people at his school aren't too keen on bullying. Taemin has straight As and never talks to anyone but teachers who call on him to make sure he's paying attention. Taemin doesn't do any sports in school, but outside of school, he dances. Taemin makes a lot of covers to dances he likes and then puts them on YouTube. He's been doing it for only a few months, but he's gotten a lot of followers and people who compliment him on his dancing skills. There's just one thing, though. Taemin keeps his identity hidden. He has a mask on during his videos so that no one from his school recognizes him. He doesn't want that attention at school. He's had a lot of people ask for him to take the mask off, but he respectfully declines everytime. However, one day, he gets a PM. The PM is from somone who always gives long comments about whether or not he did a good job dancing or not. The PM tells Taemin to go to his new video and watch a certain part of it. It then says that if he ever wants to talk, that Taemin could always PM him. Confused, Taemin goes to the video and watches it. He realized then that at a certain part of the video, his cuts can be seen. Horrified, Taemin doesn't respond the the PM and doesn't dance for a while. After a week of no videos, the puts up another on, but this time he has a big sweatshirt on that won't ride up his arms. A little while later, he gets a comment on the video that makes him regret wearing the sweatshirt ... the one that he bought from his school ... that had it's name and logo on it ... and that had his name on the back of it. Taemin wishes that Monday would never come becuase he knows that he will be approached by whoever wrote the comment on his video becuase the person wanted to talk during lunch ... Taemin didn't think things could get any worse, but they did. Taemin was approached by his man crush that he had every since freshmen year when Minho enrolled in their school. 

Okay, that's it! I ... I've been thinking about the plots for a while now if you can't tell. I know that I don't have all the details, but that's what you guys are for! I need ideas! 

Thank you all who have read this and will help me figure out what the heck I'm going to do! I really want this to be my best story yet, so I need all the advice I can get. Let me all know what you think. I may not use your idea, but I am very thankful that you tried to help me! 

Again, this story will include self-harm, will end with a happy ending, and I may or may not use your idea. 

Thank you all, again, for reading this horribly long blog post and for your help. You all are ... I love you guys, you have no idea.

XoXo

Jess