I used to have no interest in Kpop, since I watched some performances and thought that their voice are kinda weak.

And because of the numerousssssssssss crazy fans here in my country o_o

However, Suju is still the first Kpop group I ever paid attention to.

But for a short time only, since, as I mentioned above, I didnt really admire their voice or anything.

I did know that they are funny and humorous and blah blah blah but never wanted to dig deeper for more information.

I knew they had 2 additional member, who are Chinese, and are rejected by the fandom.

Actually, I didnt care. I even though that "It's the matter of fact that fans are against them. Adding members to a completed group? Nonsense"

Suju came to my country? Supershow held here? Just read it on website and that's all.

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And then, I found a new bias: actress Kim Ha Neul.

I started to listen to Korean music, mostly OST, and searched for some variety shows featured her.

Plus, I had quite a lot of freetime and found Korean shows interesting, which led to my watching Family Outing and Running man.

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One day I watched Family Outing with Yunho and Junsu in it.

They are tall and handsome and I already know that they are talented => began to search for their MVs.

Their old MVs of 5 members were deleted and hard to find, so I went directly to SM channel to search.

That's how I see "Trap". I did listen to the song before, but didnt really watch it, so I downloaded the MV along with some other DBSK, SJ and SNSD's MVs.

And when I watched the piano intro, I was like 0_o The song is catchy and he looks cute.

Realising that he was the talented boy I have seen in Strong Heart, (I THOUGHT he was younger than me!!!), I decided to search for more info.

And

That

Is

How

My

Life

Turn

To

This

*sob*

I have always admire artists who can play instrumentals and here we have Henry, who can play, seems like, a bunch of instrumentals.

And what's more? He is multi-lingual AND multi-talented. I was so hooked right after reading his profile.

I searched for as many of his videos as I could, I saved photoes and blah blah blah...

I read abt the "Only 13" issue, and believe it or not, I always cry whenever I found any article abt it. At first, I thought "They are so cruel. So well, it's the best for Henry to leave the group and focus on his solo career. Zhoumi, too." Later, after watching all SJM's shows and saw how close all the members are, I changed my mind "Oh no, pls, stay with them. I want more bromance". Such the life of a fangirl, who I would never thought myself will become 2 months earlier :))

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On my process to search for more anyHen (bromance) pics, I found HenChul kissing. Clicked to see the original post and it directed me to a fanfic. "How can they write a fic btw a cute one and a pretty one?". My curiosity killed me and I tried reading it. It was... URGHHH... too much for an innocent girl like me =)) Though I just read the beginning and skipped the part to the ending.

However, well, you know. Curiosity is something dangerous. I searched for one more HenHae fic and KyuRy fic, just to be obssessed later. Man x man is definitely not my cup of tea *sob* I cant.... I need something to re-balance myself!

And

I COME TO HENBER :))

From some vids on youtube, I knew they were close so I though there must be fanfic abt them. Once I've started, it's hard to quit :)) I read all the fics I could find, watched all the video available, started to visit all the blogs and pages dedicated to them. They are just so cute and matched. And what-must-come-has-come. I became a Henber shipper.

When there was no more new update to read, I decided to draw. I chose one of my favorite fanfic to convert into manga version.

But that's still not enough, then I started to even wrote my all fics, which is TOTALLY OUT OF MY EXPECTATION. I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALL AM DOING SO!!!!! :O

And finally, I wanted to sketch some of Henber moments chibi. My intention was drawing only 2 or 3 moments but well, it increased gradually in number =))
 

So, yeah, that's how I am now.

I'm here

Reading Henber fanfics

Writing Henber fanfics

Drawing Henber fanfics

And

Drawing Henber moments

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As if they knew what they've done to me -_-

Henry, Amber, you two'd better be real -_-