I prayed for just a hug, simple skinship that would not be asking for too much yet still show we were close.
I prayed for just a hug because anything more would set my mind a blank and my heart on a marathon.
I prayed for just a hug...because I don't want him to know...
I prayed for just a hug...but got three kisses.
"You will film this one here and the other one will be on the other set." The director called out to Baro and I. "The last one will be near the pool, make sure to be lively okay?"
I gulp hard.
We weren't going to act out the scenes today well not until weeks from now actually but this was us learning our lines and stage directions.
Yet...having him sit right next to me...his arm only slightly next to mine is already driving me crazy.
How in the world am I going to film any kind of kiss scene with him?!
I can't hear anything except my own heartbeat that seems to echo in my ears.
Please...let no one hear...don't let him hear!
"Hey, you okay?"
I snap back to reality and his face is in front of mine, his bright eyes full of concern, his blonde messy hair under a cap and his lips tilted down with a frown.
God...this guy is so damn perfect.
"Sandeul?"
I blink a few times and look down, a nervous laugh slipping from my lips.
"I'm fine...just uh thinking about how long this whole parody will be...you know."
He nods and looks at the script in his hand.
"So three kiss scenes huh." He mumbles awkwardly and turns to me with a smile, his squirrel like teeth showing and I had to pinch myself to stop myself from trying to steal a kiss at that moment.
"What...? Oh...yeah sorry about that I know you want to save it for the girl you love." I mumble flipping through the script quickly to distract myself, with no success of course.
I actually get to kiss him?!!!
I get to kiss him before some lucky girl who will date him...marry him!
This is the best thing that's ever happened to me!
Well...except actually being in B1A4 and getting to know him!
"It's not your fault you know it's not like you wanna kiss me and all!" He laughs patting my back.
Oh how wrong you are...if I had the chance Baro I would have us do a whole scene.
I shake my head.
Woah...
I bite my lip.
When did my mind get so dirty!
"Yeah...it's going to be weird I hope we don't mess up to much! If we do we would have to film it over and over again." I say getting up from my seat next to Baro and he seems a bit shocked. "What?"
"Want to practice?"
Huh?!?!
I felt my heartbeat increase and I almost lost the feeling in my legs as his words began to sink in.
"Practice...? Like kissing...each other?" I try to say in a cool tone but my voice slightly cracks and he nods, a serious expression across his face.
"Yeah practice kissing each other."
What is he thinking?
Is he serious...?
Does he understand what he just said?
"Don't you think we should? I mean I've never kissed a guy before...hell I've never kissed anyone before." He gets up as well and motions for me to follow him toward the bathroom.
I gulp hard again.
Is this a secret camera?!
Yeah this has to be a joke?!
Or maybe I'm even dreaming!!
Maybe I need to think about this?! I mean its not right! Maybe I shouldn't?
I look around and no one seems to even notice that we aren't reading our scripts.
He walks ahead and turns to me and motions again for me to follow and slowly I do, right  into the bathroom and straight into a stall with out hesitation.
Well...that didn't take me long to choose...
"You know we have weeks until we actually have to film the kiss scenes...we don't have to practice now..." I whisper, scared we would be heard.
He locks the door and gently puts his hand to my face.
I flinch at the sudden contact.
Oh no! My heart!!
"It's just for practice...just close your eyes..." He barely whispers as he gets close to my face, his breath hitting my right cheek and I almost lost the feeling in my legs when our lips came into contact.
I close my eyes slowly and we don't move, we just stood in the bathroom stall, our lips awkwardly touching .
When we broke apart he looked at me as if disappointed and I could only hold my breath to stop the heart attack I was having from just that simple kiss.
We...we did it!!!
"Hmmm it's nothing like the ones in the movies..." He mumbles. "Hey...Hey let's do it just like the movies Sandeul!"
He comes in close and unprepared I put my hands up to stop him.
"Y...yah the kiss scenes are probably all fake...no need to do anything extra!"
Because my heart, legs, mind and little friend can't take anymore of this!
He pouts.
"Come on just once...would hurt to try you know we just kissed anyway."
"No way!"
"Don't be such a baby!"
"I'm not being a baby I'm being realistic!"
"Just kiss me dammit!" He hissed and pulls me in roughly for a kiss, our teeth hitting each other in the process.
"Mmh!" I try to pull away but as soon as his hands rested at my waist all the strength in my arms disappeared and all I felt was his lips moving on mine.
We broke apart and he sighed.
"At least try..."
I would love too! But I can't even speak right now!! My mind is all jumbled up!!
Instead I pull him into a kiss this time and its gentle at first but as he kisses back it becomes rough, our hands begin to roam and it wasn't until we remembered that as humans we breathe, I don't think we would of ever broke apart.
We pant hard and he leans his head against mine.
"Now that...that was amazing..." He smiles, and if it was even possible my heart skipped 100 beats and went so fast I thought I would die.
"I love you."
It slipped out, maybe it was the heat of the moment, or because in my mind, just like all my dreams, we were together, we were perfect for each other.
He looked puzzled at first like my words were in a different language.
I look down fast, oh god...did I just ruin our friendship?!
Then again I think we just crossed that line...a looooong time ago...
"I'm...I'm sorry I just...I thought you...also..."
I hear a chuckle and I look up and he laughs now and knocks me on the head.
"Aiigooo...how slow can you be Sandeul! Would I do this with just anyone?"
And before he could talk anymore I cried, tears of happiness of course.
"Sandeul?"
"Now I definitely can't wait to kiss you for the parody."
He smiles.
"How about just kissing me now ?"
So I did.