// i dont know
i love you day by day, continuously and for some reason i don't mind. there's that one thing about you, that one little thing about you that i'll never get over. that one little thing no one will ever have. we've been through ups and downs, maybe even rights and lefts, i dont know. you've made me crazy and so comfortable with being weird that i didn't care what people think about me - all i cared about was what you thought of me. though you told me everything i did was cute and it wasn't my fault for any of our misunderstandings, i know i hurt you. it was all my fault. i'm sorry for that. you did nothing but make me smile and be a wonderful, i didn't and still don't deserve you. you may have made me cry once, but i've given you so much pain - it's not fair to you at all. i know you most likely cried at one point because of me. i'll never be able to tell you i'm sorry because we don't communicate anymore, but i'm terribly sorry. you are a beautiful person who encountered a broken, ugly mess. you had to go through my problems and well ... everything that you didn't need to and never should have gone through. and i'm just so sorry. i wish i could take it all back. so that you didn't have to meet me, so you didn't have to go though the pain i put you through. so you could have a happy life. i gave you a terrible 2-3 years. and i want to apologize. if we hadn't loved, your life would have been so much better and happier. i'm sorry. i love you. i mean it, but i regret it.
- kat
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