Am I lonely?
Am I lonely?
I guess I am.
Why?
because I feel empty.
Inside.
Ever since.
I have this hole in my heart that I tried my best to fill.
I really tried.
but it's still there.
It's still inside me.
getting bigger and bigger each day.
I tried to make friends.
I did.
I had a lot.
but one by one,
they left.
I was sad.
At first, but after a while I said,
"I guess they're not really my friends."
we drifted apart.
I didn't do anything.
They didn't do anything.
but looking back, I was still lonely.
I was still empty even when they where beside me.
I tried to fall in love.
I tried.
A lot.
My heart got broken each time.
They left me.
I was sad.
At first, but after a while I said,
"I guess they didn't love me."
I cried a few times.
but I recovered.
I did.
Looking back, I was still lonely.
I was still empty even when they where beside me.
Why am I lonely?
I don't really know.
I was just,
empty.
Even now.
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