"i envy those lucky ppl who just have luck all their life..but then again i pity them, bcuz they dont no the meaning of hard work, they receive love, compliments, and sympathy, bcuz they want it, but dont no how to show it back to others. They say "Whew~ man that was hard! Im proud of myself." u should be, bcuz thats not even half of what i have done in my life. Those ppl just quit on everything once it gets hard, i wonder how they go through life...unsuccessful, thats what...u can only be lucky when u deserve it..."

-_-X...pissed off!! Sometimes i think God is so unfair!! But that's just me needing to blame someone. I work my off and love these things with all my heart, but in the end some freakin comes and gets it instead, when they have done nothing!!!!......Yes, they have done nothing, does that even give me the right to complain??

*Sigh* frustrated!! This is an old incident, but i just got mad again like before...I should be happy she's such a good "friend", but why does she get these things?? I look at my life and I am proud of it, but when it's something i want the most, it gets taken away by the weightless wind....I think to myself that maybe, I'm not good enough to have it and I should try harder, but only ending in tears.

Lol, I'm sorry this blog is confusing, i just needed something to take my anger away and i couldnt write it on my FB or ppl will no XD!! I feel so much more comfortable here....