So all my last few blogs seem really ed up to me and after this last one I'm going to stop and go back to spamming ya'all with pictures of B.A.P, EXO and other cute lil s I find.

Haha, so umm. I think I should just list everything?

• It's the holidays! (Which means no socialising and less computer time because I can't pretend to be studying or something xD )
• My grandparents have gone back to Korea because my grandfather has been diagnosed with bowel cancer.
• My dad IS going to have surgery
• My mum is almost blind. Her peripheral is terrible at the moment. Kinda unsure what's going to happen with her
• My little brother is a ed up brat.
• I have no friends... lol apart from one and all you fellas out there ( mum told me I should be crying after I told her jokingly ) 
• My grandparents from my dad's side is coming to New Zealand. So yay I suppose.

It's the holidays, (it was bound to come soon) and so I'll be less active on all my sites and roleplays... Maybe I should go on hiatus or something but I don't know...

My grandpa has got bowel cancer, and he knew he did because he didn't go to Seoul University to get a medical degree to be stupid enough to not realise he doesn't have cancer. 

BUT being the stupid stupid old ing man he is he told nobody and is currently at stage 4 so really he has only a few months to live. Mum has been crying all the time the last week and it terrifies me because the whole fourteen years of living in this world I have never seen mum cry. So my grandfather never went to hospital because he's hardcore Catholic and he believees that he should let things go nature's way. He went to hospital in the end, (it took all four of his children and wife to persuade him) and it's really serious. He left to Korea to be with my uncles and aunties and practically dropped everything and left. I believe that he's not going to come back to New Zealand so I'm incrediblly sad. Like I've never been away from my grandparents for over a month at most since I was born. It frightens me to know I might loose him pernamently. 

My brother. Is eed up in the head. He's so rude, inconsiderate and head-strong. Mum would tell him to do something and he'll just leave it (and I do it instead because I don't want to put pressure on my mum) and he'll always talk back. I'll tell him stuff like don't cough like that everywhere and he'll be like who cares? I would say me and he'l just like no one cares about you. He'll fib if he thinks something will help his argument or manipulate his to go his own way and he's only ing 9. My parents have relaxed rules so much since I was little that I think it's ridiculous. All the respect and everything, he has nothing. To be frank, when I was little I was smacked, I was punished, I was told off. That's how parenting should go to be honest. 

I can imagine some of you thinking of wild parents torturing their kids when I say punishment or something but he's just too spoilt. I can hear him ask mum now why he should do everything while the actual truth is that he does nothing when it comes to household chores and things like doing the dishwasher and hanging out the laundry I did when I was 7.

No friends is something just jokingly. I'm social n all that I had a wide-variety of people I talk to reguarly just no close friends but one. 

So that's just some basic things that's going on but I'm keeping this short as I can smell lunch almost ready and it's jjajangmyun <3 ;)