It has been 22 days since I've seen Infinite and right now I'm in an a very emotional state and I'm missing them so much. I wish I could go back and do that do over again. Not only to experience it again but to maybe make it go better. It wasn't horrible and I'm grateful I got to see them. It's just it was hard as I'm a short girl who had floor. It almost feels they aren't real to me though I know they are.

Ugh I don't know where these feelings are coming from. I already recovered from my Post Concert Depression. But for some reason I just want to cry because I miss them so much right now. I hope they come back soon or that I get to go to Korea and see them. I thought if I saw them then that'd be it because I'd know they are real and I saw them so I could "move on" in a sense. But I'm just dying to see them over and over. (The problems of a hardcore Inspirit T-T)