Hate that i like you
I should stop these feelings. I don't really know you and you don't really know me. We've heard of each other but that's it. We go to the same school but that's it. We're in the same classes but that's it. We see each other sometimes in the hallways but that's it. We've exchanged some words, but then again, that's it. But every time I see you, why does my heart flutter? Something inside of my system explodes and I hate the feeling. I hate it so much but i can't control it. I've told myself many times that I'm over you. I've told myself many times that you don't even like me. I've told myself so many things but why do i still feel this way? I see you with other girls and it hurts me to know that maybe your heart is with someone else. I know i don't have the right to feel like this, since its you did nothing wrong. But i feel so crappy. stop these feelings. Stop them before i get more damaged. Stop before i go crazy and cry over you, a stupid guy who knows my existence but don't really care for it. You're just someone i can admire from afar, someone i can look at but can't have. How would you feel like? How do you feel like? What is happening to me, i don't want. I don't want you anymore. I want you out of my life so I can live peacefully. It though, because you're not to blame, just your presence itself makes me breathless. You don't even do anything that's admirable but why so I still like you? What's there to like about you, honestly.
Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just too emotional and take things too easily. There really isn't anything wrong, it's just me and my feelings. But someone, please make it stop.
Make everything stop.
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