Oh my goodness.

The news arrived in my part of the world around the morning and I found out via Twitter. Well that was something to wake up to! I found a link and apparently Myungsoo actually dated someone! I was really happy because when the rumor first leaked out in September, I was super excited.

My initial thoughts in September: L actually had a girlfriend! Would he make it public? Inspirits are beautiful so they'll totally respect it right? This is so great! Handsome Myungsoo dating a gorgeous ulzzang! They would be so cute! He must be such a great boyfriend! Lucky girl who would get to see all sides of L! XD

It turns out, some fans are terrible.

The girl was harassed inhumanely and had to keep it a secret due to Woolim's orders. She had to lie to her parents and still go out in public while people hurt not only her property, but her physically as well!!! If you found a really great guy that asked you to be his girlfriend and then people that you have no relation to start attacking you, seriously, what would you do?!?

Everything about this angers me. Fans claiming an idol's life who will never be theirs, a couple who can't be happy together because people won't let them, and people hurting someone they don't even know!

People should not hate her. I actually love her. I have no idea who she is, or have seen any of her work besides Twitter, but I have grown to love her. Do you know why? So many reasons. She has so much strength to hide her pain from her loving parents, to hold out the rumors alone WHILE Myungsoo is out on a world tour with Infinite. She is actually really pretty. Also, she must be a super nice person. Do you think Myungsoo would pick a stupid and mean girl? Do you think he has bad taste? Really, out of Infinite, I think that L would have one of the best tastes in girls because he's so thoughtful and sweet. He likes to take photos for Goodness's sake. He wouldn't just choose anyone, especially as a super popular idol. He chose this girl because she was someone special that he wanted a shot in life with, even if he had to hide it.

I am so sad that this happened to this beautiful couple. It makes me enraged if I think too much about it, especially since I'm such a huge fan of L. I am so sorry that they broke up and that they couldn't hold it through.

But did you guys notice that L was different this year? Ever since Man in Love promotions? He was so cute and nice and less derpy (still love) and he always said his ideal type was "a pretty girl with long hair". He showed his love to her in so many subtle ways, which I think is so sweet. Myungsoo changed a lot in Variety in so many good ways. XD

Thinking of the couple together, think of all the things they went through. She was L's first girlfriend. How do you think they met? How did he ask her out? Do you think Myungsoo was nervous (Aww!)? Did they hold hands? Watch movies together? Make food together? Did he ever get the chance to kiss her? What kind of love did they have? A busy, work love? A distant love? A cute love? A serious love? Do you think their parents knew?

We seriously won't be able to know any of this because there are so many stupid haters of this adorable couple!!!! If they had made it public, they could've shared it. Ideally, I think Woolim wanted to confirm it after the world tour, for L's sake, but she just couldn't do it anymore. And I don't blame her.

At this point, it seems as if they are broken up, but I am really hoping they aren't. I still want a possibility of getting them back together to defy the media and public. But what i really want is for L to make sure this girl is okay. I'm really hoping he will meet her somehow and clear things up and tell her it's okay. If they date again, yay! If they break off, well I hope they can recover from all of this. I want him to confront her because we don't want the Myungsoo we know, to end up being a coward. He's so passionate and kind that he should take care of her. Just like the oppa we all know, love, and write fanfics about.

Post if you have any questions and I'll tell you what I know. Fighting for this couple and if you don't like this couple, I hope you take in to consideration that these people are just young people trying to find happiness.

~kashhsak