I HATE THEM! I HATE MY PARENTS!

WHY?! DO THEY HATE ME SO MUCH?!

IF THE ARE, THEN WHY DID THEY BORN ME?!

MY SO-CALLED-MUM SAID SHE REGRETS FOR MADE ME EXIST.

AND THAT OLD MAN ALWAYS MOCKS ME!

I DON'T CARE IF THEY REALLY HATE ME, BUT MUST THEY NEED TO MAKE IT SO OBVIOUS?

IF THEY HATE ME, WHY DON'T THEY KILL ME?!

I always want to run away from my house or make a suicide, but I'm scared... I don't have enough courage...

I wonder, what mistake have I done to have parents like them.

I want to smile and laugh like I always do although they are fake, but I can't.

I feel jealous towards people who can laugh and smile happily...

If you guys notice (I'm sure you guys didn't), I didn't put smile emo like always. (I only put it once or twice, I think.)

It's because I feel so sad. Words can't describe how sad I am now.

(Sorry if there's too many mistakes. I'm too lazy to re-read this post.)