So any of you have much fears?

or are you a fearless bastard? ;)

lol with me i don't have major fears, i just have moments where i get scared really easily.

my family were on the way home from my grandparets when we started talking about fears, and mum was like listing what my brother was scared of, what my sister was scared of and she came to me and she was like... ;n; i don't know any of yours.

and i was just like

wtf woman, you are my mother xD

turns out i'm just really good at hiding when i'm scared B)

she doesn't know any of the times when i was scared and so i like listed down everytime i remembered being scared/frightened when i was little

( not everytime obviously )

• when i lifted my hand up while i was supposed to be sleeping and i saw that my hand was completely black and i freaked out and had my eyes closed the whole time that night and the night after

• there was a board up on the way back from my grandparents for like two months. it was kind of like that picture underneath but with a black background and the words speed kills. we always went back hoome in the dark so i had to close my eyes everytime we passed that or i would shrivel up i fright and ing die
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• i heard this ghost story, nevertheless i couldn't look outside a window for days after hearing that story

• there is this haunted house place called spookers here in new zealand and i was invited to a birthday party where we got a tour of the place, ( you can't go in properly unless you're 16 and over ) the place used to be a mental hospital and i'm not joking here and there are so many creepy stories about that place. 
  whenever we were driving near that i always told mum to take the alternate route for about two years because i was terrified out of my wits.
  
  
  
   
• i read a story... and i had to completely stay locked in my room and i couldn't touch my wardrobe, i couldn't put my foot like five cm near the bottom of the bed, i couldn't touch the curtains and i couldn't turn the light off. mum came in at 12 in the night and asked what was happening and i just slipped into bed and 'cutely' asked her to turn my light off for me and she just turned the light off and left. 
  
   

there is wayyy more but i'm tired because i'm sick and yeah... 

but i hate letting people know what scares me for some reason.

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what are you scared of~?