During the presentation, the teachers were telling us about this new program called "Dual Credit". Pretty much it's a program that allows the student to go into a work place for co-op and to go to a College, at the same time, to take the college course that they want to take when they get to College/ University.

Anyway, here's why I'm the "HAPPIEST LITTLE " ever:

It's because my Co-op counsellor said that they have a dual credit program for my travel and tourism program! And I have a feeling that they'll put me in the College that I plan to go to for the program xDDD

BUT I'M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE IF THEY DO, THESE ARE MY NEW PROBLEMS:

#1. MY SHYNESS (I have recently found out that I am a very very shy person when I am new to my surroundings)

#2. EASILY INTIMMIDATED (I can be easily intimidated by a person's appearance... HECK! I can be intimidated by a grade 9 student from the way they dress and put makeup on °_°)

#3. SURROUNDED BY OLDER PEOPLE (Will I be the ONLY high school student that took the Dual-Credit for Travel and Tourism??!!)

#4. I AM NO SOCIAL BUTTERFLY (I fail at group work because I cannot communicate with my group. I will not be able to make eye contact with aquintances while talking. I'd rather do stuff through email than meet up at a library to do work. I WILL TRY TO AVOID TALKING TO PEOPLE JUST TO SAVE MYSELF FROM DYING FROM THE AWKWARD SILENCE... DAMN SERIOUS)

#5. APPEARANCE & FIRST IMPRESSIONS (I honestly have image issues... which understandable since I have eczema. Aside from that... first impressions as in trying not to ask the dumbest of the dumb questions to my college classmates or to my college teacher... this will be hell. I'm already suffering from the paranoia that people in my classes are calling me the dumbest student in my class, that almost every single day I have to mentally scream in my head)

#6. THE SIZE OF THE CLASS (I will not survive if I am surrounded by 2000 college students in a lecture hall. I. WILL. DIE. I hope that there's only 50-100 students in my class. That I'll be able to take... I think)

#7. MAKING FRIENDS ( I think I need a flashing neon sign on my head that says "FRIEND WANTED" *dies from laughing* WHO THE AM I SUPPOSE TO HANG OUT WITH??!! AND HOW DO I EVEN START A NEW FRIENDSHIP??!! Me: "Hi, I'm Jasmine. I'm a high school student and I'm a total loser. Do you want to be my friend?" *STARTS CHOKING HERSELF TO DEATH*)

DO YOU GUYS SEE MY PROBLEM???!!! WHY THE DID I SIGN UP FOR THIS??!! I'M A TOTAL LUNATIC FOR GOING FOR THIS!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! *RIPS HER HAIR OUT*

Okay... that's my story about today =_= Wish me luck when I get into second semester of my last year in high school and mentally die from fright when I get into the Dual Credit/Co-op thing *WHEEZES*