I don't know what I'm going to do right now.It's all messed up! My laptop broke again, it says 'boot device not found' and all the error test up thing is not working either.It all happend yesterday, on my ultimate bias' birthday, i feel bad---no, terrible, I have plans to update and upload this little video teaser that I've been working on, I do count downs too cuz' I really want to greet Dara and spend time with my daralings/blackjacks on her birthday.Now I'm using my other laptop that has a problem with it's keyboard, (ITS SO ANNOYING.I'M TELLING YOU, I TYPE THEN THE LETTERS THAT WILL SHOW UP IS WRONG SO I NEED TO RETYPE IT AGAIN) I want to cry so bad but my tears won't fall from my freaking eye. It's the only way  that makes me feel better when I feel down and not it's not working too.IDK what to do anymore.Sorry for this post, I just want to let out my feelings cuz if I don't I feel like I'm going to explode here. (;;____;;) heol.