hey gaiz,

so i have a bit of free time right now, in the midst of all my essays and projects and exams coming up. the term is ending soon, so very soon i will have free time to write, which is what i want to do more than anything. but idk, i've been trying to write in the little time i've had but nothing's really coming to me. i opened up all the fics that i've started and all my notes on the ideas i had, but right now all i'm doing is staring at blank pages. it's weird, and maybe i'm just being dramatic but i'm feeling so weird and empty. i used to get so hyped up while writing but now i just feel drained. all my energies have been put towards school. 

idk, should i maybe take a break from writing? maybe if i do that, all my passion for it will be restored. i want to write but i don't want to write when i don't feel into it. it just doesn't feel right that way, and it might affect the quality of my work. i don't even know if anyone remembers piacc at this point, or if people are still anticipating the sequels that i'm trying so hard to work on right now. in any case, even if i wasn't writing for anyone or any purpose, i want to have the passion for it still.

i'm just remembering all the support that i had for piacc, and how much it encouraged me. is anyone still out there reading? :(