Because I didn't voice out my concerns

Because I was scared to be direct on this sensitive issue

Because I sent that email

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You got scolded.

You were hurt.

I'm sorry unni.

My heart is really feeling very heavy right now,

heavy with guilt.

It could have been avoided,

but just because I wasn't brave enough to open my stupid mouth to ask.

I know that you wouldn't want me to feel this way, but

I just can't help it.

Seeing your eyes red from trying to hold back tears that are close to spilling,

how can I not?

I'm trying to hold back tears now cuz I don't want you to make you feel worse.

I'm really sorry unni.

 

 

Really sorry...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pardon this but I really need to get this out somewhere