Does having a dream makes me a sinner ? 

Is it wrong to have a dream ?

Why do people around me laugh at me for having a dream ?

I'm not making stupid jokes.

My dream is simple.

I want to study abroad,and achieve my dream,which is to be a doctor.

I just can't find which part is so funny about my dream.

Did you guys find one in there ? If you did,tell me so I can fix it.

Since last year I have struggled and done my best in my studies,so that if I get good grades,I can transfer to a better school in my country.

And thank god,I always rank #1 in my school.

But heck no,my struggle for all this time have gone waste.

My mom wouldn't let me transfer.

She wants me to stay with her ; since I lost my father when I was 7.

My other siblings seem to take my mother for granted ; I have 3 sisters ( 2 of them are married ) and 2 brothers ( 1 are married )

So yeah,seems like there's only me to stay with her.

It's not that I don't want to stay with my mom,but what about my dreams ?

And yes.mom and my siblings are not supporting me.

They laugh at me all the times whenever someone of them mentioning about studying abroad.

My other relatives ( aunts,uncles) keep bugging me with questions,

 

"are you transferring next year ?"

"you want to stay with your mother for your whole life ?"

"aren't you going to learn to be independent huh ?"

 

and the most painful moment is,when they start to call me..................

 

"CRYBABY"

 

so guys.....what should I do ? Do I really have to give up for my dreams now ? Am I that bad for not being able to be a doctor ?

 

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