Guys omg
Remember about the japanese guy I talked about??
Well if you haven't read my previous 2 blogs please do so!!
Er.... he somehow knows I like him and he's telling everybody..... that I like him.
After a long while of keeping it a secret, SOMEBODY (I don't know who) decided to tell others.
And we got him a nickname "Mama". Yeah we did "mama" because whenever somebody ask what mama is we just answer it's a song of Exo.
And this dude who doesn't have a good relationship (or should I say friendship?) with me told the guy that he was mama.
OMG.
And that guy saw the words "mama" written on my arm a long time ago.
Wow i don't get why people are so mean, yeah I get that the guy who told my crush he was mama hates me, and I hate him too.
But I still wouldn't go out to everybody and say "Look everyone! He likes----!"
That's just mean. Now I'm in a really awkward situation with my crush now.
He knows I like him, but I'm lying that I don't, but I'm saying that I do.
And people are teasing me about him which I don't really appreciate.
I wouldn't prefer to confess because if I get dumped I'll be really depressed and it will be embarrising for me.
But if he accepts me everything will go fine. Argh. Big decision to do.
If you have any idea what I should do, please PM me or comment!!
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