this started off angry and now I'm just crying.

Not pretty ik. Mobile ftw. I check something for school My sis turns off the light Then shouts at me for not checking earlier Wen I was on my laptop. Who the fuq r u the school police? Sorry if I forgot. Sorry if my memory . Sorry if Im so busy I have no time to breathe Bcuz someone else is always breathing down My neck. Sorry for having to add a day to my wrk schedule To pay off my $8000 debt. Pay for college. Pay for my motorbike. Pay for its insurance..and now pay for my health insurance.. I'm sorry I'm an adult and not ready for taking on adult responsibilities. I'm sorry I'm the failure and you are more mature and responsible than me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry to my parents for not being the older daughter they could be proud of and I'm sorry for causing ..I never mean to..and me asking stupid questions in a tense silence isn't because I'm stupid..I'm not stupid..I..I'm not..I only do so because I don't want whatever I have no matter how broken to completely fall apart..because if it falls I do too..and I will drown..

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#1
seriously complain so much
LimSooMie
#2
eomma do you want to talk about it? I can hear you, I'm worried eomma
winnie-the-lu
#3
Hey don't think that.. it's bad to think negative ok. I mean we all have our moments when we act like that, and think we're useles.. , I was thinking that the other day /chuckles/ but remember every human has their purpose to make a difference in this world, including you, so instead of all this negative think positive. Think the cheesiest thinks to make you smile again. Got it? ♥