http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ww_WR_HYY38&feature=related what a dork, honestly Hyuk Jae. What a dork

Cries.

I feel bad for Cassies, to have to watch the entire group being torn apart... must hurt. But as an ELF, I understand! I know what you're feeling. My friends say Cassies are more pissed than sad, so I suppose I'm sad for you ♥

Anyway, I'm just slightly depressed. I miss Hyukkie. There honestly is no other way to say it. I want him to be a dork again. He doesn't have dorky moments anymore. He's... gone and is all Mr. Hot Guy now, but I still want him to be a dork. There's something wrong with me. I should shut up shouldn't I?

If there's anyone who knows of a really really really good story with Hyukkie and an OC, please tell me. Please let the story be well written. Thanks guys~ I really really really feel Hyuk deprived, and it's weird reading your own story...

Because apparently, nobody likes my baby enough to write about him unless it's Eunhae D: -cries- 

I'm sorry for wasting your time.

It's just.. Teukie's leaving in February. And Yesung should be planning on leaving too, and it's just too much. I can't believe it's only been 2 months without Heechul.. 2 years is a hell long time to go. 22 months... my goodness. 

Aish, I should stop now before I put everyone else on a depressing rant ♥

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