Have you all wondered what dreams meant? Does it hold your true desire or are they just products of random things you've experienced that day?

Last night I dreamed of being in a relationship with a butch which is weird coz ive always told myself that if ever I went totally gay, I dont want to be with butches. Not that im pushing all the butches out of my world lol. I just had a bad experience with one. I was in elementary when I first got approached by one. Merely 10 or 11 years old, she was fat as well as her nose and she was 16 if I remember correctly. She was friends with my classmate so we had that connection. So she goes to my school to visit my classmate aalong with their other friends. She started taking notice in me and basically courted me. At home, i pick up the phone and she started calling me. She went by a boy's name and insisted that she was a boy even tho i alr knew it was her because my classmate told me that she had given my phone number to her. She started calling and calling and when i said i had to go she refuses to hang up and tried hard to persuade me not to hang up. She bothered me to be honest, i mean she was a girl pretending to be a boy and i was an innocent 10 year old who played street games! Hahaha. I remember telling her that I wont go out with her but she still went on with whatever she was doing. She still went to my school in the afternoon that I had to avoid her at all costs because I was beginning to be scared. i couldnt even go home alone coz I was afraid she and her friends would come to me. But eventually, I think she got the message or she graduated highschool and had to go to college lol.

So that's basically why I found it weird having dreamed that dream. I went out earlier and saw a butch and thought she was good looking. Am I finally seeing the light about our butch brethrens?? Hahaha maybe.

OR the dream was just a product of watching That's my Tomboy on tv. I dont know. XD