So when news about SS501's Young Saeng also known as my ultimate bias, joining the military came around I was in tears and news about his new mini album came around and I told myself I would enjoy it and not cry about it... Then the video came out

And I cried anyway. I wasn't even bothered about the fact that there was an actress in the video (and I'm sorry but I do not know who she is)and Young Saeng was holding her hands and all those things. I just hurt to know he was going to leave soon. And the english lyric hurt even more. I just kept on crying and my friend asked me why I was cyying over him leaving, but I dunno myself. It just hurts...I wasn't this emotional when Kyu Jong was leaving so WTF is wrong with me?

I dunno...three years will go in a blink of an eye, but now knowing Young Saeng is not around to brighten up my year with his songs just makes me sad...I miss him and SS501 so much. Hopefully the other four members will make these three years go quicker for me...untill then I'll wait for Heo Young Saeng and SS501 to come back as one. 

I'm sorry for all the mistakes but I'm a little bit emotional for checking my spellings.