I just watched Noir again, and I still can't stop myself from crying for that last ten minutes... and his smile at the end (in the classroom as he raised his hand, smiling dreamily at his teacher) just pained me... seeing his smile like that, and knowing that I could possibly not see that smile someday (when they get into military, and maybe 50 years after when I'm still a fan of theirs and enjoying their music as I sat on my wheelchair finding out that they've passed away) It just hurts me... if a simple fictional drama could affect me this much (I also cried a lot when Taec cried at DH and Who Are You, when JunHo died in Cold Eyes, then when I read a fanfic about Woo having cancer), how much more would I hurt when it's real..... I guess other fans would also feel this way, just not sure if it's as intense as mine...

Sorry, for the random post again...