Why Am I the dull one? (Personal feelings)

Hello I just wanna say what inside my heart. 

Today, my sister came back to our family house (She is staying with my grandma for college), I'm really happy and I chatted with her a lot. But when my mother and father joined, I feel like an outsider. Like I have been left out. 

At first, I joined the conv but slowly they are leaving me behind and probably didnt even know I was there. 

I know my sister more outgoing. 

I know she is more pretty.  

I know she is more fun and lovable.

And I can probably figured out that my parents love her more. 

But what can I do? 

I'm so sad because I feel like a stranger in my own family. 

Why I have to be the dull one...?   

At first I tried to bear with it, but I couldnt. So I left, they probably didnt care. I can hear even now they are talking happily. without me. It hurts. 

Im sorry to be dramaticall, but I cant take this..

 
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Matrixs #1
Hey Hey Calm Down, Take Deep Breaths And After They Stop Talking Or When You're Alone With Your Parents, Tell Them How YOu Feel. I Know It'll Be Hard, but you have to tell them how you feel and calm down. I'm sure they love you ok? :)
allyssacheleth #2
Aww.. That's really sad but hey look on the bright side. Your family is complete, all you have to do is fit in and prove them you're a great daughter. I don't have a complete my family to prove myself to. That's worse right? But still, I'm trying to gain the best I could. You do the same :) *hugs you*
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