I missed AFF.

Wow! It's been a month since I last posted anything in here.

I have a lot of things write in my notebook but i can't seen to find time to type them down (weird, because now i'm typing). It's gonna take longer, ithink. at least until i get 3 chapters aghead that I'd start uploading anything again. so I guess i should start scribbling on my little book. Hahaha! during job interviews people would always look at me because I'm always scribbling on my notebook. I got it from a book about getting around writer's block (i think this is the title of the book). It said that for 10 minutes, I should write everything that comes into mind no matter how senseless, stupid, or gramatically incorrect it is. I ended up with 3 pages of chicken scratch that I couldn't even understand when I re-read it at home.

I'm gonna try that here. sometime. :)

A lot of things have happened right after i posted my latest chapter. Hahaha! I was feeling so good back then; then I found out that the company I was working for shut down. and almost everyone in the company was fired.

BOOM!

down the drain it went.

It feels weird to be retrenched. It's like you don't have control over anything anymore. I was already planning what to do during christmas and stuff. and it went poof. I don't know if I became depressed back then but i just wanted to sink to the ground and ot come out until kingdom come. I think it's just me but it's like everyone was looking at me differently after.

I felt pathetic.

Like those parts in movies where something happened to the main character that made him feel so down. Then his love interest will bring him/her out of it. then they live happily ever after.

My situation is like that. just take out the love interest bit. ;)

Yeah. anyway, I'm feeling better now. not by much but at least I'm going on job interviews already. Argh. I really want to go to law school this coming term. But GAAAAH! *asdfghjklqwertyui * it's so expensive. T.T

okay, but that's for another day.

I'm sleepy. so Ima sleep nao. goodnight unnies and hyungs and dongsaengs. ;)

Ciao,

-Akira