I'm still on hiatus, still not here fully. Just dropping by to check things and to put down this post since I feel like doing it.

First of all, I'm going to talk about being on my own in a different city. It's not that bad. I met two or my three roommates and they're awesome and super friendly and one of them is majoring in Japanese Language, so she understands my passion for Asia and all. The city is super crowded and as a newcomer, I feel strange. Even the facial bone structure seems different to me than the one of the inhabitants of my hometown. Sounds strange, doesn't it?^^' Anyway, I hope I'll be fine by my own that I'll manage to keep it up with school after it starts. I still have 2 more free days and I think I'm going to be out, exploring and inside writing some new chapters. I haven't written a word for some days and I suddenly miss it^^'

Anyway, now I'm going to speak about the Myungsoo thing that happened and made the Inspirits crazy. It's... how to put this? I have nothing against the girl, but everything seemed to be one fake act to attract attention. I mean, I don't know, but there have been other celebrities that have admit that they're dating without putting such a show on display. I would have nothing against Myungsoo dating and all, since he's just a man and a human at the end of the day and whatever he does in his private life is his own business, but I'm not that sure he'd date a girl like that. But since Wollim wasn't that... hmmm, sure about its own statement, it could be real. And even if it is, I wish the Inspirits would show some consideration for Myungsoo and respect his choice. 'Cause in the end, they like him for who he is on stage and not for who he is in real life, 'cause apart from the close ones, no one knows him, but his persona. Leaving the fandom, cursing at him and the ulzzang, that's childish, really now! They should be happy that he found someone to be with, someone that supports him despite his packed schedule and limited free time. I really admire those who stood up for L. Those proved that they are true Inspirits in my opinion...

And related to this matter and to all those articles that appeared on the net that say "Myungsoo is dating blah-blah-blah", "Sooyeon is dating I-don't-know-who" I couldn't help but wonder how would I react if articles would come out, saying that Seung Ho is dating I don't know who, how on Earth would I react?

The answer is simple: I would be disturbed and probably disappointed in me for not managing to get there to meet him before he found that someone, disappointed that him being in a relationship would mean me not being his soulmate (which is delusionary, I know), disappointed in me not being able to fulfil my biggest dream and fantasy - that of meeting him in real life and... well, you know >///< But I wouldn't desert him or MBLAQ and I surely wouldn't be mad at him. It passed some time since I came to like him and MBLAQ and with time I started to understand that behind his charismatic self, behind his cool self, behind everything his live persona is, Yang Seung Ho is still a man and still a human at the end of the day, a man that deserves what's best on this Earth. And if that somebody he found can offer him that, I don't see any reasons for me to be against them being together. So yeah, I'd probably be sad and all, but I would come to realize that I need to find another dreaming. Till then, I'm thankful to him letting me be myself and allowing me to dream about him :)

This is my opinion on the matter "Bias is in a relationship" :) What do you think? How would you react if your bias would be announced to be in a relationship?

And just before I go, I apologize if my opinion on the Myungsoo dating topic is upsetting the Inspirits around here. It's just an opinion and I'm always opened to hear yours as well :)

Till next time, take care!