The rumor about Infinite's L dating is kinda making me go crazy right now! Woolim denied it but then I think they're more than friends. I know you guys will hate me after this but still, L is my ultimate bias and I kinda got really mad with the said article. I should be supporting him, but here I am sulking at my bed with my laptop in front of me, tweeting and posting how heart broken, I am right now that I even cried. L is human too, I know that. He also has feelings. And us fans can't control it like he's a machine operated for us to be happy. And yes, we have feelings too. We also can't control ourselves whenever ur bias was linked or in a rumor that he's dating. Some of us might have gone insane, and kept badmouthing the said girl. And yeah, of course I, no we got hurt. This all because how much we love him!!!

I was going to accept it little by little, but then every time I saw his face, I feel "betrayed", can you guys relate on how I feel? sometimes I get mad and hate everything about him, his handsome features; eyes, nose, lips and everything ( do I sound obsess?).Whenever I read the article over and over again, it hurts my tiny fragile heart that it felt burning inside my chest. I want to forget about it but every liitle thing about him is just adorable. I can't stop being jealous. I felt like I've committed a sin. Is this wrong? Yeah, I should be facing reality right now. Who am I to him, anyways. And just like I said to my bf while we chat on facebook, he doesn't give a about me. He doesn't even know I exist. SO yeah, what's the use of getting hurt and everything. But still... I don't know, anymore! It'll take me A LOT of time for my heart to recover. I just want my heart back again, cause it's driving me crazy, since he stole it from me.