I think I'm going mad. My heart sunk when I saw "spartace" being tagged to a mondaycouple fanfic that I had earlier subscribed to. 

Don't be mistaken. I like spartace as much as I like mondaycouple. I read spartace fanfics and root for them from the start to the end. 

I'm just getting too emotionally attached to the characters in my own fanfic. I can't bear seeing mondaycouple spilt up again especially if it is due to kjk. 

There are calls for spartace and mondaycouple endings for my fanfic. But regardless of the ending, I am feeling too much for the fictional kg in my story now. I don't want him to be hurt again and I can't bear to see him hurt sjh. And the greatest irony is that I'm the writer of my story and I'm the one giving him the pains. Indeed I must be going mad. 

This is the longest fanfic I have ever written. I'm tempted to give it a hasty ending to get back my sanity. But I just have so much more to write about it. Oh, how I miss my fanfic buddies who had helped kept me sane in the past. 

Enough of my nonsense. It's time to continue writing my fanfic. I shall not read any kjk-sjh-kg fanfic (with the exceptions for my favoured writers) until I finish my own fanfic.