obviously, there is this guy.

i had like a crush on him in my past years.

RIGHT NOW, HALF OF ME TELLS ME I LIKE HIM, HALF OF ME SAYS I DON'T AND I SHOULDN'T.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FREAKING DO BECAUSE I THINK I'M A FOOL WHEN IT COMES TO THINGS LIKE THESE!

I DON'T WANT TO LIKE HIM FOR SOME SPECIAL REASONS BUT I DON'T KNOW, I FEEL LIKE LIKING HIM BACK. HE'S JUST SO IDEAL AND YOU KNOW. A MAAAAAAJOOOR TURN ON ><

I KNOW I SOUND AND THINK STUPID BUUUUUT i just want to clear things up. :( i don't want to rival someone and i don't want to be jealous,

I'M THE Jealous Type right now c;

any advices on what to do. :|

honeyßearx pabo~ orz