I Don't Know Why I Became A Fangirl
Seriously.. even writing this blog post is something that I wouldn't do in my real life.
Before I knew K-Pop, all I am concerned about is my real life. Where to eat with my friends? What movie to watch? etc.. etc...
That changed though when I met up with my high school friends after a long time and they showed me some K-Pop Videos..
I can still remember those videos.. Gee by SNSD, Lollipop by Big Bang and 2ne1, Fire by 2ne1 and With U by Big Bang.. That was 2009.. haha!
I was like.. "What's that?" "What language is that?" "Who are they?"
I didn't mind those videos until I asked my college friend if he knew Lollipop by Big Bang and 2ne1.. then.. BAM!!! He knew and we can't stop singing it after..
I thought it was just hype but I was wrong... When I became a k-pop fan.. I knew there was never going back..
Now, I have a G-Dragon poster on my wall (yes, I am a YG Family Fan). I have a lot of CDs stacked up as well as posters rolled and I even went overseas to watch a K-Pop event with my friend. I had a website put up for a WGM couple (which is sadly not on the show anymore) and I am sort of maintaining a GD website along with other fans who already became my friends..
And here I am writing fanfics again.. haha!! (the stories I am putting up though were the old stories I have written but I wasn't able to finish before.. Now I am seriously going to finish them all.. )
When I started working, I took a break from the fandom.. I stopped everything but now I'm back because I missed it.. :) (Yes! I have a serious life so different from my online/fangirl life.. haha! )
I don't know where this fangirling would take me but thinking about it.. Fangirling really makes me happy.. it became a form of escape from the stresses real life brings.. We just have to know the limits though.. When to stop.. There's a huge difference between your online life and your real life.. Your true self and your online alter ego..
I don't know about you guys but this is what happened to me..
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