What's wrong with me?

Time for a vent post!! Yayy So, this morning, something happened that has affected me a little more than I thought it would. I got hit on at the bus stop. No, really. The guy was a total creep. He looked at least 30 and had gray in his hair. I don't look very old, I'm obviously still in school. Anyways, he asked me if he could borrow my phone to make a call. I didn't think anything of it, so I let him. He waited through a few rings and then ended the call, and made up some bull about not getting an answer and handed it back. He said that he was calling his girlfriend who didn't want to talk to her because she cheated on him. I just kinda went "That ." He went on to ask me if I was single and even how old I was, and then got on the same crowded bus as me even though there was an empty one right behind it. Now this seems like something most people would brush off. But not me. While the people at my school who I've liked and got rejected by date my friends instead, I'm getting creeped by sketchy old men at bus stops. Do I look like some street-walker? Do I look like some easy girl who will go out with anyone because she's ugly and has low standards as a result? In summary, I finish this day realizing I've never been good enough for anyone. I never get invited anywhere anymore. My friends throw parties and have fun days without me. What is it about me that makes me so easy to forget? I don't know how much more of this bull I can take before I lose it.

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emzybbz
#1
Don't worry too much, I know exactly how you feel, it's happened to me before, and I've never had a boyfriend, you're right about the friends thing too, they all go out ad have fun together and never invite me anywhere, so you're not alone, don't think that you can't get a guy to like you other than creepy old men, because believe me, you can.
ButterCookie
#2
Tsk. Don't let that bother you, he's just an idiot. I can't believe that people like this would exist in this world, seriously. Well, at least it has gone just this far. Imagine if he wanted to do dirty things with you. .-.
Anyways... Don't think about it too much!