As much as i love my family. I rather die..... All i want was a peaceful and happy life. But it gotten worser this year. Being in a new school with new friends? I dont HAVE FRIENDS. I CALL THEM BETRAYERS AND BASTARDS. As much as i want to study here I rather stay at home crying about my life. NO ONE IN MY LIFE UNDERSTANDS ME. 

FAMILY

Im the eldest child. I take everything as they want me to grow up well. But my siblings gotten ruder, my parents blames me. Is this a family to me? Every problem i tell them they nod and sides to the bad people and am me as the one misunderstanding. 

My friends and school 

They have  gotten worser -.- thats all 

BUT I ALWAYS TELL MY SELF 

" Smile even if you are hurt." "Dont let them make you fall weak" " Never give up or you will regret it for your whole life" 

and lastly jungkooks quote

" I rather die than live without passion" 

Im smiling when i remember this quotes. X-SPEACIALY Jungkooks. 

My passion to dance

My passion to sing

My passion to be one of them{ idols,actors,show host,radio dj] 

My passion to write stories

My passion to smile even if im hurt

My passion to be my role model{Infinite dongwoo he smiles even if he is hurt. Jungkook the quote he had]

My passion to never give up

I will fight to show proof im strong and brave enough. 

sooo i end up doing this blog about life and the challenges for me. 

Thanks for reading paiii