first things first i don't like hypocrites

secondly, i have a certain issue that i can't mention because of certain reasons

it's put me in the hospital twice to try and get it under control but they never find a permanant fix... i'd be fine if my mother wasn't a dickwad and would give me my insurance card so i could see a doctor about it

i have medicine that i can take to make it better but again i need to see a doctor in order to get it.... and doctor is out of the question now