Do you know the feeling when you want to reach your dream but your family  won't allow you to?

The feeling when you cant do the things that makes you happy?

That feeling when no one likes what you're doing and force you to do what the society wanted?

you're curious about it? well, i dont know how will you react but ever since i was a child, i really wanted to be a performing artist.

i wanna see myself on TV and billboards. i wanna have my own albums, concert tours. i wanted to sing, dance and act.

sound funny to you right? but in my 22 years of existence, i always obey what my family wanted.

Yes, they let me  choose my what course should i take up in college but i dont want to be an employee forever.

I WANT TO BE AN ARTIST!

I know how to play instruments like piano and guitar. i learned it on my own but i did not practice anymore because i know i will never ever use it in the working setting.

did you get my point?

what's the reason of learning and mastering those instruments if i cant use it?

i told them before that i wanna study music but they didnt want me to. so i chose Psychology because it has a lot of opportunities.

and so what if that course have a lot of opportunities if it's not what i really wanted to do?

UGH. I DONT KNOW ALREADY!

I JUST WANNA EXPRESS MYSELF IN THIS BLOG BECAUSE NON OF MY FAMILY KNOW ABOUT THIS SITE.

I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU DONT CARE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE.

;A;