So, put bluntly, I think I'm done with AFF. I'll be honest; I know I'm probably being irrational and, well, annoyingly y, but I'm serious. I think I'm done. There are multiple reasons for this:

1) I'm not getting any feedback on my stories. That's one of the reasons I put some on hiatus. That and I wanted to focus on another story. But feedback is a huge thing for me, and when I don't get anything back, I take it as "Hey, they don't like my writing. I must be annoying or something." I don't know what to do.

2) Not getting feedback, is kind of like no one noticing. Yes, in a way, this is kind of a way to get attention (this post). But, seriously, I go on here to GET AWAY from my life. I get ignored in my real life, so why would I want to stay here just to get ignored?

3) I know I'm not the best writer, really, I do. But, come on, seriously? There are people that are (trying to find the right words)... less knowledgeable(?) in writing than I am, and people LOVE their stories. I don't get it. Why aren't I getting that kind of attention?

4) (referencing to #2) I'm literally getting sick and tired of being pushed aside. Seriously, I have no friends in my real life that go to my school. I have one, maybe two, friends, and one goes to a different college and the other is in NEW YORK. No one cares enough about me, so I see it as this: if no one cares about me enough to send me a "hey hows it goin" text or even a smile, then why should I do the same? I'm sick of trying, so I'm just gonna fade back. If people want to know how I am, they know how to get ahold of me. I'm done.

5) (like #1) It's like I'm just writing for me. So, why publish my stories in hopes people will read them and tell me what they think if I'm not getting that? I'll just keep them to myself.

So, yeah. There's my rant. I'm done. I'm gonna keep thinking about it, but I'm really just sick of everything. Reality and online. I even doubt many people will read this simply because I'm the type to be pushed aside.